Sunday, August 2, 2009

Priceless It May Seems To Me...

I was asked what is my priceless possession and it should be a thing? So I randomly check all my things and asses how much each of it worth? But I can't decide, because to me everything seems to be all in the same value regardless of the price.

I realized that what I consider as my priceless possession are just 2 piece of papers...


A letter from my Dad written 10 years ago and it says there.....

"I pray that someday you'll marry someone who can take care of you the way me and your Mom is taking care of you, I pray that may you be the kind of person God wants you to be,always filled your heart with so much love."

Not all fathers have written a letter to their daughters,we only have one father in this lifetime and once we lost them we can never have them back in this world, I don't know if I have been good enough daughter or how many times I have made him feel so proud of me, but if he ever sees me now I know he is happy to see the kind of person I am today! I miss you PAPA!


MY MARRIAGE CONTRACT, sure it was just another piece of paper but not everyone believes in marriage not everyone have the guts to enter into something like this the fact that I was able to walk down the aisle have signed the contract and have kept my vows and been true to it all these years is something I consider priceless.

Maybe it wasn't the marriage contract at all maybe it's the thought of being true to it.

Thursday, July 23, 2009


I’ve just been looking at some of the digital cameras on the market and realized how easy it would be to use one to supplement my income! I’m already well versed in the classifieds posting service and so would be able to use this to market my photography business. Of course it helps that I seem to have some natural ability in the photography field and can manage to center images without cropping off heads or leaving some group members “bleeding” over the edges!

Looking for the classifieds posting service ads in my local paper however I realize that it’s not enough to just promote “photography”. It seems everyone has caught onto this a long time before I have. But having checked through a few back copies of these classified posting service columns I’ve found that there’s a gap in the market – and I can fill it! Animal portraits! Dogs especially are very much “in” at the moment, especially those little purse size dogs, and their owners are willing to spend hundreds of dollars buying them great outfits – well what better way to showcase their beloved four legged friend complete with designer ensemble than in a pet portrait? Even the copywriting for the classifieds posting service ad will almost write itself because this is such a hot market!

I’ve always had a great connection with dogs and cats, and I’m sure that this kind of venture would be a success. Once I get a decent camera with lots of megapixels, plus some props and stuff to use make the portrait look more professional, the only thing I’m going to need is somewhere to use as a studio. Then I can get my ad ready to go in the local classifieds posting service. The question is where would be best? I’m going to need somewhere that’s climate controlled so that it’s comfortable to work in, and then it needs to be somewhere near to the ground floor and preferably situated near to some kind of doggy “bathroom” area such as a park or field. Possibly having a litter tray available for cats that have stage nerves might be an idea too! If the idea takes off, and there’s reason why it shouldn’t – there’s an abundance of over-indulged pooches in this area, never mind the cosseted cats, then perhaps I could rent somewhere more suitable but for now I might have to make do with using my garden shed.Some paint, soft furnishing and of course good lighting should make it a good studio at least to begin with.

So the first thing I need to do is search around the classified ads looking for a decent camera. I probably should check out some local classes to learn how to use a good digital graphics software package and then I’ll be able to manipulate the photographs I take and might be able to up-sell one portrait into maybe images that could be used for greeting cards etc. Unlike many of my money making ideas, the more I think about this one, the better it seems! Apart from funding the camera, the only real problem seems to be which of the many selling points I should use to start the ad for the classified posting service?

Saturday, May 23, 2009

What Always Been The Same...

Time flies so fast, many things have changed..I lost some of the most important people in my life. I fall,I struggle, I almost give up and yet there's always something deep inside of me that keeps me holding on. I know things only end when we decided to stop hoping and believing .

I've been busy for the past few months, busy enough that I even failed to took the time to notice and appreciate small things that really makes life meaningful. I work hard like there's no tomorrow, I barely even sleep at all.:-(

Today upon realization of what I needed to realize.One thing remains the same it's
LOVE that always keeps me going.

In celebration of my 6th Wedding Anniversary I just want to share a couple of lines from my favorite song..

"To Make You Feel My Love"

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I would offer you a warm embrace.

To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love.

I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong.

I'd go hungry, I'd go blind for you
I'd go crawling down the aisle for you
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love.

The storms are raging on a rolling sea
Down the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
But you ain't seen nothing like me yet
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
Make you happy, make your dreams come true
"To the man who I can't hardly be with ...
Waiting For You and Loving you is like the only thing I never get tired of doing.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

My Journey Begins...

Every now and then I close my eyes and wonder how great it would be to be in some other place, live the life of someone else who seemingly live a happier life and go shopping like a shopaholic!....On a second thought, what am I complaining about?

Those thoughts are merely fantasies. When my thoughts land back on planet earth where reality lives, my fantasy world fades so well that I no longer run after a mirage!
Those super star dreams, blind dates and drama queen moments are not scarce in my life but what matters the most is those little things that I so often take for granted without which I cannot continue my life.

I have discovered one of the darkest secrets in life. Nothing in life can be as perfect as what you make out of it. Nothing can be as exciting and natural as you decide to take note of it. Nothing can be as great as how you decide to appreciate it.

So there you go! I have finally arrived at a point in life where I have started appreciating small things, where I try to see myself through and where my understanding of the world is not limited to surface level illusions.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it’s harder every time. You’ll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You’ll fight with your best friend. You’ll blame a new love for things an old one did. You’ll cry because time is passing too fast, and you’ll eventually lose someone you love.

So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you’ve never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you’ll never get back

Today is a special day. It is a day that I have turned a new page in my life and with this new page turned on, I shall continue to write about every single thing in my life which makes me, ME.

And hopefully, you can pick out points which make you, YOU…!
~So here’s to you and me, for a journey of a life time that is filled with self discovery, love and happiness!

Lovin’ What I’m Havin’